Winter Japan 2012.

Tokyo, Japan. 24 jan - 1 Feb 2012. Winter.

Fibi & Lenus. Delta airlines. Flexstay hotel, ikebukuro, Tokyo.

25 jan, night, saw the sky snowing for the first time in my life. Have seen snow on the ground a few times, but tis the first time, saw them slowly floating down. Undescribable, the beauty, the sense of awe... Oh so pretty... Against the black nite sky... Unbelievably romantic.

Today, 27 jan, missed the early morning bus to mount fuji. I tot, maybe it's fated, I'm never gonna see mount fuji. In the end, we persevered, we rushed down to another bus terminal to intercept the bus, in the end, we managed to join the tour. Awesomely exciting, scary, but funny. Was really really glad tat we went ahead for the tour. The view of fuji was breathtaking! And the view at hakone was superb too. And for the second time, saw snow, tis time, in the day, and the snow was heavier. And even prettier. Light crystal flakes softly falling on us, slowly covering us. It was sooooo cold, but I didn't mind one bit. Coz I know I'll never experience the same scene, same feeling ever again. The beauty and sweetness of it all... 陶醉...

Another item checked off my bucket list.

Wat more can I ask for? Happy and blessed is fibi.

做什么都不对。

新的一年 新的开始
从新开始 从心出发

加油！！！

我的头好痛

我只想要平静一下。慢慢的渡完我的下半辈子。我不再渴求任何人或事。

我什么都不要。都不要了！可以吗？？？ 为什么我连要想什么，都没有自由了呢？


对了，没有未来的人。。。是没有资格要求自由的。。。

merry xmas to u, and me.

a blink, a year has past.

a blink... another December is about to end soon.

for the whole of 2011, I've been dreading the arrival of December. dreading my birthday. dreading xmas. the cold, the loneliness, the pain of decembers from the past 2 years has formed an unknown phobia of Decembers. which had used to be my favorite month all my life.

I was prepared to hide at home tis dec during my bday and xmas. as my bday approaches, the more depressed I got. maybe noone would understand y. me too can't explained. maybe I'm fearful of revisiting pain. and unexpectectedly... it turned out to be my best bday, ever. all thanks to my bunch of darling frens. I'm happy beyond words. blessed is fibi, with a group of ppl who loves her. I feel unworthy of tis love. and my gratitude is indescribable.

I'm not tech savvy, but I still love the ipad2 sooo much, not becoz of the price, it's becoz there were so much tots put into it, I really love the pics and words entered into it. I love the surprise at the pan pac room, not coz of the price, coz it's filled with all the ppl I love. I love the yummy cake, not becoz of the price, it's coz I love the beautiful bday song they sang.

it's Xmas eve today. I'm on my way to meet the girls. I'm really happy and blessed to spend today with them. I wish, we'll celebrate many many more happy occasions. I wish, Shimin will enjoy her bday celebration we have for her tonite. I wish happiness for all my girls. happy birthday Shimin. :)

Merry Christmas everyone. ^_^

2011 的生日

我太幸福了，有罪恶感。感觉不真实。好像随时就要失去。

我有很爱很爱我的家人和朋友。我也很爱你们。

人，跟本不需要别人的关心或照顾，因为，饿了，自然会找东西吃，累了，自然会睡着。人，什么时候越来越脆弱，越来越依赖身边的别人?